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May. 16th, 2003 11:03 pmWell, I'm sorry if anyone was looking for me today. Here I am... Everybody seems to be holding up, so far. Really, I'm ok too, I swear. Easy to say, I know, and harder to show, but there you are.
After we got back I sort of felt like hiding out for awhile. Reading book in hand I went and found one of the locked parlours and curled up inside. Easy to find a place to hide if you can walk through locked doors...
Yes, I know I'm not supposed to go through into places like that, cause who knows what I'll find, but it was one of the normal parlours, and I knew that in advance. Oh, but it kinda needs dusting, I think... Unless the dirt on my jeans comes from went I went wandering through the attick.
Just thought I'd post, say I'm ok, and that I'm not going to hide anymore. Obviously still upset, but I can deal, really. Hey, don't look at me like that! No need to act like I can't take care of myself...
I can.
Maybe sometimes I just don't want to, but that's not so bad. I'm just a little girl, right? So I'm allowed to want somebody to say everything's ok. Say that, even if it's not ok now, that it will be...
Yeah, ok, I'm rambling. Oh, happy b-day again Jubes. Update me if you want to do something to celebrate it sometime next week, although I gues maybe you already have plans.
After we got back I sort of felt like hiding out for awhile. Reading book in hand I went and found one of the locked parlours and curled up inside. Easy to find a place to hide if you can walk through locked doors...
Yes, I know I'm not supposed to go through into places like that, cause who knows what I'll find, but it was one of the normal parlours, and I knew that in advance. Oh, but it kinda needs dusting, I think... Unless the dirt on my jeans comes from went I went wandering through the attick.
Just thought I'd post, say I'm ok, and that I'm not going to hide anymore. Obviously still upset, but I can deal, really. Hey, don't look at me like that! No need to act like I can't take care of myself...
I can.
Maybe sometimes I just don't want to, but that's not so bad. I'm just a little girl, right? So I'm allowed to want somebody to say everything's ok. Say that, even if it's not ok now, that it will be...
Yeah, ok, I'm rambling. Oh, happy b-day again Jubes. Update me if you want to do something to celebrate it sometime next week, although I gues maybe you already have plans.
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Date: 2003-05-16 08:30 pm (UTC)Of course everything will be okay.
You just gotta trust, sometimes, that it'll all work out.
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Date: 2003-05-16 08:47 pm (UTC)Thanks Sam.
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Date: 2003-05-17 05:53 am (UTC)*peck*
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Date: 2003-05-16 10:02 pm (UTC)Re:
Date: 2003-05-17 05:34 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-05-17 09:06 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-05-17 02:26 pm (UTC)yeah i've got my secret place as well, or so i thought, but that's okay.
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Date: 2003-05-17 09:44 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-05-17 04:56 pm (UTC)We can go to that Ice-Cream parlor Dr. Jean liked so much and have a fudge sundae in her honour - I think she'd like that.
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Date: 2003-05-17 09:38 pm (UTC)